the curse!!

i was wondering why is all my love ones leaving me and going away??now i knw,ITS BECAUSE OF THE CURSE!!!!!!i was cursed by most of the guys...i wasnt or im not a player...im a friendly person..so when i talk friendly to guys they assume that i like or love them..when they proposed 2 me i reject them..so they end up cursing me..is it my fault to be friendly???i love 2 talk,i cant stop talking..at d same time i love 2 make new friends...i guess now the curse is going all around me..karam was soo in love wimme...now hez gone too..*sigh*...i dont know what to say...im sick and tired of my fucking life..*sorie 4 that word* :(