I love you more than I did before..And if today I don’t see your face..
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place..
It gets harder everyday..
Well I tried to live without you..
But tears fall from my eyes..
I’m alone and I feel empty..
I’m torn apart inside..
im confused..i've never met him before..i dont know how he smells..u might be wondering 'WHAT??how he smells??what does smell gotta do with this'..orite 2 me smell do matter..so yeah..the only thing i know is im sooo confused..do i love him??errrmm...not sure...im pretty sure that he..eerrrrrr...okay.I DONT KNOW..im such a confused soul on earth..grrhh..ritee...i do have feelings towards him..he was there when i was down..he made me laugh to the fullest when i was sad..he lend me his shoulder when i needed to lay on..he was soo there 4 me..but nowadays we rarely chat/talk..he is freaking busy with his life and so do i..although how busy i am i still think about those moments we shared..
i still cant forget the moment i was down and i told him that,he was silent for few minutes..then when i ask him 'r u there??am i bothering u,if i do im sorie and m leaving..and he said no..no..wait..ur down and finding some funny jokes 2 make u smile..okay here u go..read this'..OMYGOD!!!my tears immediately stopped and i start 2 smile..i thought to myself 'god this is the guy i was finding for a long time,i wish i could own him'..each i talk 2 him i tend to smile..i started to say BYEBYE to sadness..i seriously have no idea how he feels for me..but im VERY SURE this is how i feel towards him...i guess ive spit out everything which was in me..i feel soo relief..haaaaa...now i can sleep peacefully...hopefully 1day i get to tell him how i feel..*inshaAllah* :)
